Changes....

I shouldn't have just gone mental like that though. I said.

I sighed, "You didn't" I said pulling her closer.

I did. I could of easily injured someone, or even killed them. And I'm not just talking about that human. I said sighing. It's just that smell, whenever I smell it my mind takes control and well... how do you resist?

"You get used to it, Control yourself and then it becomes easy" I said "But it happens over time and I mean along time" I added.

I sighed. I'm not safe, I should come with my own warning label

" i told you it isnt fun being a vampire" i said

I sighed. I know, I was stupid.

I sighed, "come on, we should get back" i said returning to Emmet's side again.

Luke just stood there, he looked down he had broke his promise to never hurt her and he did hurt her

I nodded and walked fast. I didn't want to have to face that smell again if it came back.

Luke walked the other way but not to the smell

Me and Emmet sped off, not too far infront of everyone. We reached the house and entered through the back door

I sighed as we reached the door, god knows what the others would think of this.

I smiled and went and sat where I was sat before I went to go see Zoe.

I hesitantly walked in. I knew Jasper would be angry at me, very angry. He already wanted me gone. He thought I was a danger to the family. Which I knew I was. He'd used the words ' Utterly reckless, idiot, bloodlust controlled newborn'. When I entered I saw the hostile look on Jasper's face. Alice was away out hunting with Esme. Alice was the only thing that convinced Jasper to let me stay and now she was gone. She'd gone away for a whole week! There was no doubt that Jasper would convince the others to kick me out. Rosalie and Carlisle wouldn't be convinced but the others would be. I knew it. I sighed.