Life Sucks - *Enter by invite only*

I was with Rosalie, she wanted to see my house. Well.. She more wanted to make sure I was on her side of 'the boundry lines'. She'd told me about the treaty the cullens had made with the wolves. About them not being able to cross over the line. I found vampire history really interesting, well anything about vampire's I found interesting.

We had just finished in her house and where heading out into the forest to check the treaty line. I had told her all sorts about the treaty. We stayed on our side of the line but I pointed to the line, you could easily tell by the smellwhere it was.

How far along does it go? I asked, looking at the ground where she pointed. She'd told me Vampire and werewolves smelt different, but humans couldn't tell.

"All the way up there" I said gesturing to the tree's far away. It was then when I heard a loud snarl coming from in front of us. "Great" I murmured before shouting to Zoe, "Get behind me.". I then hissed at the sound.

I peaked over her shoulder wondering what made the growl. It certainly wasn't the one I'd seen the first day I'd met Rosalie. This one was a deep, dark black colour. Quite scary. I stared at it, wide eyed. I still hadn't got use to the whole werewolf thing.

It stepped forward in a aggressive move, I automatically did the same, getting lower. "Zoe, get further back" I said.

I ignored her, I moved a little forward keeping my eye on the wolf.

"Move back" I said. The wolf then growled and jumped at me, obviously trying to kill me but what had I done?

I watched it pounce wide eyed. I panicked I couldnt let it kill rose, I threw myself infrount of it. I screamed when it's claws cut deep into my skin. I watched it run away through the bushes, then when it was gone i fell to the ground in pain my hands covering the blood.

I took in a breath, only just noting the blood. I panicked, I didn't know if I could control myself, I had to. I checked the area before crouching down and checking her vitals. They weren't good. I quickly got Carlisle on the phone, he told me to bring her to him straight away and so I did. I scooped her up very carefully making sure not to touch her injuries or move her too much. I set off in a calm sprint back to the house.

I ran straight through to Carlisles office and layed her carefully on the table. Carlisle took over and examined her unconscious body. He quickly said "She has no other choice but to be changed, there is a slim chance she could survive but that is a slim chance" I froze at that moment, I felt like the room was going to cave in on me. How could she be changed? I couldn't allow it? All these questions passed through my head in a instant and then I looked at her then back to Carlisle. "There must be another way?" I said in the 5 seconds after he had told me. "I'm afraid not" He answered and shook his head. So she was dieing and it was up to me to pick whether she lives immortally or she dies well there was the other option but that didn't seem likely. I let all these thoughts run through my head in a matter of seconds.

I let out another scream, just before I went unconcious my life flashing before my eyes. It didnt hurt anymore, the pain had gone. I was just peacefully resting.

I was torn between the ideas. All of a sudden it began to get worse. Carlisle said to me in that moment, "She has minutes left." I frowned and went over to her. "It will be alright" I said to her over and over again in her ear, not too loud and not too quiet. I took a deep breath internally and then sunk my teeth into her skin for the fraction of a second. I didn't taste any blood what so ever, I felt the venom rage from my mouth into her skin. I stood there with my hand at my chest, regretting what I had just done.

"Damn i didn't get here in time" Edward said

I didn't breath at all since the accident. "I will never forget that stupid mutt!" I said angrily.

"The treaty is off then" Edward said

I nodded, Outraged. "When she is awake and not in pain then I will move from this spot and rip that mutts head off."

"At least luke and Zoe will know who they are, Vampires" Edward said "This is war" Edward Hissed

"One thing I do wonder is why he did?" I said in an angry tone.

"because of Luke maybe his scent mixed with hers and when Luke was turned Zoe smelt like one of us" Edward said

I screamed again as I was dragged back through the peacfullness and back to the pain. It burned, it burned so bad.

Edward held her down. "This is a lot worse then Luke change" Edward commented

"IT BURNS!!" I screamed. "MAKE IT STOP!!"

"Think of something nice a past memory, like when you made a your friendship then cling on to it" Edward said

I tried to do what the voice told me too, but I couldn't the pain was just getting worse and worse as it went along. Just make it stop!!!! Please make it stop!!! I screamed trying to fight against the hands which were pinning me down.

"Would it help if i told that Luke is one of us and you don't have to be scared around him now" Edward said as he let go