Life Sucks - *Enter by invite only*

I shaked my head. "I can't stand it no more, wait here to protect her" I added. "Emmett!" I called we need to go to the treaty line.

Emmett came rushing upstairs and nodded, we then held each others hands and ran down the stairs and out of the house. We went in my car, we wasn't in the car for long until he said "Why?" He probably knew not to ask until we was on our way. "I answered with, "The wolves, sam attacked me today" I said shaking with anger. He looked at me with an expression I didn't like, he looked like he was gonna rip his skin off. "Well, Zoe kinda jumped infront of me and now is nearly dead." I sighed and then carried on, "She has been changed,bitten." I said. His eyes widened, relief and panic. "By who?" He asked. "Me" I said shamefully. "But I didn't taste anything, not blood anyway" I added. We stayed silent after that.


We got to the treaty line and got out of the car and stood impatiently at the line waiting for a wolf to come.

I screamed again as I heard Rosalie leave the room. When Edward said that it only made me feel worse, guilty. But I didn't feel that for long the pain over-shadowed everything else.

Edward Hugged her. "it was not your fault Zoe" Edward said "just come back to us"

My mind blanked and all I could feel was the pain. Growing worse with time.

"Think of your fisrt kiss" Edward said. this was new to him

I tried to retreive the memory, but it was lost. I screamed again. This was hopeless, the more I tried to stop the pain the worse it got.

I hadn't moved from the spot, when I got out of the car. I had forgot to tell Edward something.I flipped my phone out and texted him ' Zoe has low blood sugar if anything is weird'.

"now she tells me" edward sighed and got sugary drinks

I screamed again. This pain was gonna last forever!

Edward poured the drinks in to her throat as she screamed

The pain decreased a little. But I was still burning.

- Time passes -

I didn't know how long I'd been screaming but it had been longer then a few hours. I felt it fade from my fingure tips, slightly.

Edward poked her

It started to fade a little faster. Then there was a sudden rush of pain, the worse pain ever then it stopped.

"Better now" Edward asked

I groaned not wanting to open my eyes. I rolled over and fell off Carlisle's desk and onto the floor. I was up in seconds and an unrecognizable hiss escaped my own throat. I jumped back when I realized I'd made that sound.

"Yes you are one of us and so is luke" Edward said

My throat ached, like a burning fire in my throat. I hissed again when he said Luke was a vampire. He didn't need to go through that pain, not that.

"He is waiting for you the forest" Edward said

(Luke's finished training)

I looked out the window and saw him outside. I sat back on the counter. I didn't think I could face him, without been torn apart by guilt.

"He knows it was not your fault Zoe" Edward said. "All you would go on about was if your okay since he was not aloud see you at first"

I don't think I can, not after all this. I sighed, the burning growing worse.

"Listen you hve to fight your fears, luke did and still, plus he is worried about you" edward said

I'm fine aren't I, tell him not to worry. I just don't think I can see him at the moment. I said.

"Okay" Edward said

I sighed. Would anything ever be the same?